A Powerful Valentine
WHAT WAS I THINKING! It was Valentine ’s Day, again! This time it had been a stinker of a day, I had woke after just a few hours sleep to an alert with my child’s voice sounding the alarm “WIFI has gone down” well my business involves web servers so damn it I had to get up and run some checks, sure enough Wi-Fi was down, I spent the morning into early afternoon battling with a possessed Virgin Media router until finally and I’m sure with divine intervention I slay the router demon, well anyway had been a crappy day so far but Id taken the liberty of making a strawberry jelly in a cup containing 3.5g dried Golden teacher magic mushrooms ground up using a herb grinder the night before as knew I would be free, I had a bath ran & waiting for me so all I needed to do was get started. Ok so knocked my Golden Teacher jelly back and jumped in & out of the bath then lay on my bed to steam off as you do when you about to embark on a out of this world spiritual journey. Whilst I lay there wondering how long it will be before I would start to feel the mushrooms take effect I stopped to think, It had been a horrible day with little sleep, the usual harmonic symphony that are the websites built over last 15 years so fine-tuned as to be a perfect orchestra of love used to make the little beauties was in disarray, upset, proper upset at the “Virgin Media Demon” that had set up home within the once peaceful network. I began to recognise that actually im just not feeling my usual “spiritual lion heart” and of course there was the “single person on valentine’s day cloud” overhead just being irritating, I like to have my kids/loved ones around me when I feel that way but alas that was not the case as I lay there I started to have regrets, I just wasn’t feeling up to the spiritual journey I had potentially signed up for despite having the freedom to do it I wasn’t feeling the best mentally & therefore spiritually, it was however too late to go back so I asked the mushroom that were beginning to take effect respectful to go easy on me & then curled myself up in to a ball and went to sleeping hoping the experience I had signed up for would somehow pass me by, perhaps not even see me if I could tuck myself up small enough, next thing I found myself consciously awake within my dream, I could only see mycelium in the space where I was discretely tucked in to, I spent what felt like around 2 hours listening to the for want of a better word “Breathing” sound that the mushroom was making, its “in breath” sounded like a squeal which was then followed by 3 swirling & flapping sounds its incredible hard to describe and I was unable to easily mimic the sound when I tried, but alas I listened & tried to duplicate it from time to time, taking in my surrounding it felt much as if the mushroom had eaten me and I was in the stomach of the shroom, I was aware and totally conscious within my sleep, the teacher was aware and was there with me I could feel its presence, I listened to the rhythmic noise it made breathing it was kind of hypnotic after some time and realising this was not going to be a ball breaking experience and that the Golden Teacher was happy to just be there no pressure, after some time of listing to the breathing with the occasional attempt I made to replicate the unusual sound the teacher began its lesson gently for which in my fragile state I was very grateful for, it was shown to me that the thing “Science” refers to as “quantum entanglement” was mycelium, mycelium crosses every part of this realm & the whole universe upon this realm it is a conductor of energy, when connected to mycelium as when we are barefoot on the ground frequencies our bodies emanate would naturally go down in to the ground and literally across the universe if you hold the frequency of love in your heart whilst touching the mycelium that is within the soil that frequency transfers in an instant across this “Universe”, the Golden teacher said that language had corrupted our ability to generate tones of frequency, I was given example that we express the loving feeling in word as “Aww” but that is to break it as it is an incorrect translation of that emotion to sound frequency, I was told to think of those I loved, to imagine giving them a big loving hug, as I thought of those I love I felt the impulse to take a deep breath which I did and as I did I I found it natural to make an exhaling tone, this I was told is the translation from emotion to frequency & that the heart will take a deep breath at this time so as to empower & energise to the max that love frequency that is a heart felt emotion & favoured by the heart consciousness, the teacher had me practising holding those I love in my mind, which in turn made me take deep breath which then made a tone as I exhaled, after a few times practicing this the teacher said to hold the tone that is made for as long as possible to maximise manifesting that frequency & everything that frequency brings, it was said that humanity creates the harmonics then with hair if long helps to amplify those frequency but vitally the part that is major but missing is the contact with mycelium we wear plastic footwear purposefully to prevent us making contact, then as I was practicing mimicking & holding the frequency tone the golden teacher explained that the mycelia is the amplifier of the tones & the frequencies we create, that we are frequencies generators, creators via frequency and the mycelium’s purpose was to carry and amplify that frequency, as I mimicked & held as instructed the mycelium made contact and as it did I felt the amplification of the frequency “tone” I was making it became huge in comparison, I was told it is how something can happen here and effect something over the other side of the universe, its due to the mycelium that runs and connects everything throughout the conduits’ & pathways of energy. So despite hiding away for this one I did learn a lot it was fascinating..
P.s. something I forgot to mention was that largely due to how I was feeling I was humble and grateful for the gentle experience well it was surprising to me how much the mycelium responds to that it cant tell you enough when you are that way.
